Monday, January 11, 2010

I miss you.


When I remember how you used to be the center of attention, I miss you.

When I remember how much you overshadowed me, I miss you.

When I remember how people who dont know me but talked to me just so that they could have a look and hold you, I miss you.

When I remember how much I fought with those LG crappy staff when you were sick last year, just so that I wont be cheated, I miss you.

When I remember last year's Sungei Wang trips just so that you could be fixed, I miss you.

When I looked for you in the middle of the night just to flip you open and see if I have any missed calls or sms-es, and I realise that you're no longer with me, I miss you.

When I looked at your charger last night and had to pull it off the plug, I miss you.

When some of the MTMs reminded me that I lost you as they found out from Alin's status on Facebook, they made me sad. I miss you.

When last night I wanted to look at the pictures inside you, just like I normally do each day before going to sleep, and I realise again that you're not with me, I miss you.

When I remember how I cried helplessly when I called the two person who can comfort me well - mama and Adzrean, just because I lost you, I miss you.

And baby, when I was in the bus this morning, and the bus driver put on crappy, crappy songs, as I searched into my bag to find my earphones, and remembered that you're not with me anymore, God, I miss you sooooo much :(

We were inseparable sayangg.

People often told me that each time they saw me, I never failed to hold you.

I miss the way your lights lit up when I opened the flip and closed it back,
I miss the LED walpaper (and Im sure Iman will do, too),
and mostly, I miss having you with me all the time.

Well, they say, break-ups are never easy right?

Thanks for being with me for a year and 8 days, you're my best friend but I have to let you go. Have fun in my drawer, LG baby. You'll always be with me.

I wont ever throw you away Ice Cream, I promise.


*I managed to find some pics that you were in it with me*


This was shot while I was lepak-ing with Alin and received a call from someone

During Kak Fyza's birthday celebration. See, you were always with me :(




In Ayin's room - London


Goofing around with Ayin (and you)

Super Love,

Your (sad) best friend.

5 respond(s) :):

atiqah hanani said...

u already make me cry cikyn.. :(

kitatiga said...

Iqa

hey org punya hp patah, die pulak nangis.
haha tapi masa type post tu memang nanges pon.
sedih.
:(
hee tp skarang dah okie lah.

:)

cikyn

atiqah hanani said...

tulisan cikyn syahdu sgt.. iqa baca pun terikut sedih skali.. teringat kasut sukan iqa yg hilang aritu.. hurm.. tabah eh cikyn, insyAllah, cikyn akn dpt yg lebih baik nanti.. =P

hani.d said...

nostalgic sungguh. I can see how the phone means a lot to you.

ape jadi kyn??

kitatiga said...

hani babe :

lets just say the phone broke and patah dua, shall we?
hehe.
basically thats what happened laa.
but im moving on, dont worry ;)
heeee.
we should HANG OUT ASAP okayyy?
:D


cikyn